Fearful Light

Fearful Light

Poems. Ideas. Thoughts.
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Haiku of the Day

Open bird entrails

Flight, mortality, wisdom

Defog the future

Haiku of the Day

Harry Potter books

Regardless of my true age

I’m forever eight

Dirt

From my birth I am invisible
So transparent and oblivious
Isolated, but ubiquitous
Universality can be quite lonely
Intoxicating!  This need to be seen!
To be touched, felt, loved, if only…

But to be unseen, so too my faults
A comfort to be unknown in this way

Contradiction and non-contradiction
Conformity and non-conformity
These concerning constants:
Loneliness and devotion
Anger and restraint
How can you observe me
Just as I truly am?

Of the earth was I made
Of the earth shall I become
No two things are alike
To the extent they are the same
Invisible purity and scum
Late-found fate and game

I took the chance: corporeality
(But to be unseen, so too my faults)

Look upon the mud and dirt
The ancient ordure of man
And his multitude again
Slathered and enclosed
Hardened and visible
But you see me

You see me
Just as I am 

Limerick of the Day

Building a house up in a tree

With a young boy; myself and me

“Let’s get some wood

Let’s make this real good.”

“It’s well…wait, you’re only three…”

Haiku of the Day

The meaning of love:

The force necessary to

move you from the self

Parapraxis

Standing on a walk
Winds wild in the stillness
I and you and something
Intent exit, parapraxis

Walk on by, blurring
Your figure, heavy and gone
Inside me, disdain stirring
But for me, fearful, alone

The Truth of Perception

Becoming an other to myself
Drowning in the living waters
Positing experience as truth
Only experience falters
Becoming an other, altogether
Killing in the spirit negative
Put to death, therefore
What is earthly in you
Impossibility, suggestive

How so had I accomplished this abstraction?
Suicide - is it still so, if so in the arbiter’s dwelling?
I was made in the image of God
Made in His image…

Doth He dwelleth yet, in thy being?
Maketh thyself pure, hath thy this accomplished?
He that Destroyeth, whom doth createth
Canst ye abandon tother, verily?


This accomplishment, or lack thereof
Has left we to wander in the night
The thoughts scattering like penumbras
Or rats through endless mazes
How frustrating, how the stereopsis
Falsifies my vision of the spirit
The truth is in not looking
Known in peripheral non-gazes

I was made in the image of God
Made in His image…
How closely tied, my desires!
To have Him look upon me
And to be destroyed

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